Babies & Enjoying this Moment

I will be honest. I have babies on the brain lately. Every. single. person. I know is having kids. (okay-maybe not everyone-but you get the point) And I love hearing this news and I love the fact that this is happening for so many wonderful couples that I know!
I love spending time with children. That is why I spend two days a week making a little extra money, to spend time with two crazy twin girls that show me how to see things through their eyes and enjoy the little things. I have always loved spending time with kids and knew one day I would have some of my very own.
However, God made it clear over the past year that I was not meant to have a baby at that time and I realize that He knows best and it wasn't the right time. BUT as things are coming together and I see the time approaching where this might be a possibility it is hard for me not to be consumed with the idea of having a little one. and by this I mean I am doing a terrible job of not letting it take over my mind. (and God bless my husband for dealing with all my thoughts and excitement about the idea) In reality I do know that when the time is right this will happen. I remind myself of these thoughts and beg myself to keep focused on what I have going on know and enjoy that. For you ladies that can relate, you know what I am talking about here!

For this moment, and forever, I am enjoying my best-friend and husband, my energetic and growing-up-so-fast stepdaughter, my family, and my fur-baby Rex. They all make up what I know as life and I am so thankful.

One day, maybe soon, maybe not so, we will add another one to this Gilbert-clan but until then, I am enjoying this moment.